Pain (feat. The Kevin Bennett)

Broke a few bones in my life time
Had some mishaps happen, but it strengthened my mind
Got a few scars on a heart that's doing just fine
Yeah, I'm doing just fine

I wanna find a way out, all these people chasing clout
I'm just tryna be myself, finding peace within this hell
Don't know how to ask for help, closest to me they can tell
Showing weakness isn't something I can do without hating myself

So I grasp the pain
It's the only way to feel alive
I've got no shame
We'll all know pain someday

Pain
Force it on all hearts
It's the only way
This world's a dark and brutal place
At times we bare our scars
Through the pain
We'll find peace in our hearts

They say that one day, we'll get better
And time will heal the wounded
Maybe that's only half valid
Still happen to feel all the bruises

It appears to be true
The years of abuse take a toll on your mental
I try to keep it all together
I'm coming undone like '06 in alternative metal

Been searching for help, will I get it? Not ever
They say not to be negative
But what kind of incentive is that when you're not in my shoes?
You a whole different measurement

Homie, that's definite, depression my nemesis
In my head like some hemorrhages
Some people was saying I'm toxic
Well, that's 'cause I'm venomous, don't you ever forget this shit

There ain't no saving my life
You wasting your time and fail if you try
I know that you can't relate to what's mine
The hurt that I have, the pain in my eyes
I've had to learn to survive, urges to die
Probably the reason, I'm always so nervous inside
Inside of my brain can be dangerous, holding a murderous mind

There's not a lot to say
No script that any doctor could prescribe me to fix this chronic pain
I try my best to stand on two legs
Get high, abuse a few meds
My heart is beating out my chest
Feel like cardiac arrest
Now I lay me down to rest avoiding this

Pain
Force it on all hearts
It's the only way
This world's a dark and brutal place
At times we bare our scars
Through the pain
We'll find peace in our hearts

The lessons we never knew we needed
Are the ones that hurt the most
In life, mistakes will be repeated
But it's always good to know

Pain
Force it on all hearts
It's the only way
This world's a dark and brutal place
At times we bare our scars
Through the pain
We'll find peace in our hearts