Welcome My Nightmare

I wish, I wish, I want, I need
Trapped by my desire, staring higher and higher
This is how I was dreaming to be: Sinful, wild, and free

I die, I live, I come, I leave
Burn in my own pyre, death sounds like a choir
Hiding the secrets away from me, this is how secrets are kept
Whispers sound louder, calling me vain and a liar
Hiding the whispers away from me, this is how my fate deceives
I wake, I dream, I doubt, I believe
Fighting with my desire, time is expired
This is how life is treating me, falling away from me
Furious, wild, devour, raging every hour
This is how I was dreaming to be: Sinful, wild, and free

I wish, I wish, I want, I need, I die, I live, I wake, I dream

That was a nightmare, that was a nightmare
Welcome my nightmare, welcome my welfare