ADDICTED TO THE HABIT

I'm a danger to myself when I'm alone
Tired of the ups and downs
I'm addicted to the habit

I get lost in the distance
Simple things get overwhelming
Someday I'll feel the difference
For now I just can't help myself

Distractions keep it bottled up
Cause dopamine's the perfect drug
But when I come down from the rush

I'm a danger to myself when I'm alone
Tired of the ups and downs
All I've ever known is doubt
I'm obsessive over things I can't control
I know I need to let this go
I'm addicted to the habit

I get caught in illusions
The devil's always on my shoulder
Spiral out in confusion
The signs are there that I'm unwell

Distractions keep it bottled up
Cause dopamine's the perfect drug
But when I come down from the rush

I'm a danger to myself when I'm alone
Tired of the ups and downs
All I've ever known is doubt
I'm obsessive over things I can't control
I know I need to let this go
I'm addicted to the habit

I'm afraid that it's too late
I'm afraid I'll never change
I'm afraid that it's too late

I'll never change
I'll never change

I'm a danger to myself when I'm alone
Tired of the ups and downs
All I've ever known is doubt
I'm obsessive over things I can't control
I know I need to let this go
I'm addicted to the habit