Nihil-san (English Version)

Nihil-ish sense, I might be done for
Now scattered, tattered, dead, plenty empty dread
So dumb, I can't see any point at all
Now all prisoner-like, such a soundless sekai

Just wanted to meet your expectation
More and more observe the heart wither out
Perpetual impatience
And future pained by delusive hope

Barricaded by a sole loneliness
While trauma gets its way and conquers the brain
The worst ever day-to-days
It hurts

Violence, violence
Don't know anything, anything at all
How much love is lost, love is lost
Love me, love me

Irony, irony
Such a dizzy eerie everyday
Mental endless, endless
Won't you ever stop debating, no?

Gotta live it lonely
This is just who I am, lowkey
Just wanted to act out the person
You see me as, but in the end, I'm consumed

Wrong method, self-approval
Sorry, doesn't go as planned, I'm
Flunked fluttered mind and
Lost track of the story

Don't wanna wait for something to happen
Everyday spent crying how nothing's found
Such a bitter yet so warm
That day dissolving into a dream

My strawberry shortcake that tastes like a sponge
While love with pure intentions hurt but pretend
I'm alright, just so tired

But I just want you to
Love me so dearly
Love me so deeply

Crumbled, parched up, this core of mine
Could it be fill to the brim?
'Cause I don't want to disappear

It's also pointless

Violence, violence
Don't know anything, anything at all
How much love is lost, love is lost
Love me, love me

Irony, irony
Such a dizzy eerie everyday
Ah, negate some of the negatives to believe
That each embodiment of love, a promised place of warmth for you is here

It hurts