Cold Outside

It's 12 0'clock on a dark night, it's cold outside
Looks like rain tonight
The wind blows the hair out of my face
And finally I can see my radio
Where all my sad songs continually play
You say it's too loud for you anyway
But I know you're not listening
To a single word I've been screaming
Screaming of dying
Waking up trying
Just to hold you close
Only to be shoved away
(If it makes you feel better)

Do you feel the same as me?
Or am I crowding up the space you need?
Lose or win, no matter what I do
I can't change a thing

It's one thirty, I'm feeling crazy
Somebody come and take me away from here
Get me off of this park bench
So I can be at peace
With my decisions, and be happy
With my prison, you're still holding on
So I can't let go
But, hey, at least I know the truth now
Funny how things change when you're on the other end of this game
Are we still friends?
Sometimes I wonder
If this makes you feel better

Do you feel the same as me?
Or am I crowding up the space you need?
Lose or win, no matter what I do
I can't change a thing
I can see the sunrise with my own eyes
I don't need you
There's nothing left to say

I can see the sunrise with my own eyes
I don't need you
But I want you
You know I want to
I want to need you

It's 3 am
And I am alone
The stars are dying
As I go back inside
I don't miss you
Well that's what I'll tell myself
I'll get better

Do you feel the same as me?
Or am I crowding up the space you need?
Lose or win, no matter what I do
I can't change you, and I don't want to
I can't change a thing
(I can't change a thing)