JAWBREAKER

I'm so tired of falling in love
I tried giving a fuck
But every time
You just leave me waiting (on you)
I don't wanna wait in the dark
I wanna kiss in your car
But every time
You just watch me break (and it's too)
Damn much, so you
Get drunk, I'd let you
Suck my blood for
One more touch
But every time I'm getting close to the edge
You let me go again
And just when I think this is the end
You pull me back in
Just when I think this is the last time I'll see your face
I fall in love again, and then you fuck one of my friends

And it was so irrelevant
Worth less than nothing, I'll admit
We stayed up all night watching movies
You made me feel like a kid
And like a child, I was so scared of rejection
Unbroken mirrors make me hate my reflection
Oh, and now we're driving to your place
Volume, no talking, interstate
And when I left you at your house
You treated me like I'm nothing
I guess I've never been enough
Write songs till someone gives a fuck
But when you see me on the stage
Just look at me like I'm nothing

Overthink my emotions until nothing means anything
Trying to sleep, mixing xanax and ketamine
And you left the day that I bought you a wedding ring
Take all you can while I'm giving you everything
And now there's a hole where my yearning should be
And xanax ate most of my earnings this week
And I never felt so fucking lonely back east
But nostalgia's a liar, I'm grinding my teeth till I

Break my jaw
Oh baby, take it off
I wanna break it all
But I'm so afraid of being nothing to you