I have this calling towards my own certain misery
It's like I'm trying to repeat fucking history
I have this calling towards my own certain misery
It's like I'm trying to repeat fucking history
I have this calling towards my own certain misery
It's like I'm trying to repeat fucking history
I have this calling towards my own certain misery
It's like I'm trying to repeat fucking history

Will no one ever wonder why I lock up inside?
Can't read your social cues?
I'll just rip out my eyes
The world will make me break 'fore I can learn to bend
Why can't I just be happy?
This feeling always ends
I do accept betrayal, it was my own prediction
No one can let me down if it was my expectation

Oh, God
It's all fucking bleak

Where great hope springs eternal, I host a lonely funeral
There is no future here, the soil dry and rot
Peel back skin, devour me whole, brutally craving demise
Peel back skin, devour me whole, brutally craving demise
Do you even know the way I'd throw my life out the window on a sharp turn, turn a knife?
I could never hold a flame up to a life fabricated
I choke on bad exchanges

Fuck
Fester inside my mouth (mouth)
Choke on bad exchanges
Words fester inside my mouth