Used to do it all so pure
For the love of the song no more
Now I think about an applause
When I open my mouth
I've abandoned my emotions
I've isolated myself
When I see my mother in pain
Wish I could feel what she felt

And I don't know
What this all means
What this all means
It don't feel like me

And sometimes I get insecure
So I wear a draw on the love
Hope a was notion me
I don't know makes me proud
I get you love and I
See myself in my sister's eyes
At least she can think it goes fine
At least she can calm down

And I don't know
What this all means
What this all means
It don't feel like me

And you won't give you let the deal
I wish I was real
I wish I was

I think about it all the time
What I've been doing with my life
'Cause when it hits me back again
I hope it meant something
I hope it meant something
I've been losing all my friends
Pushing people to the edge
Thinking I can be an angel
But keep falling instead
Plus it's hard to find someone
When I wanna feel lonesome
So hard not to call
Just before asleep
I think about it all the time
What I've been doing with my life
'Cause when it calls me back again
I hope it meant something
I hope I meant something
I think about it all the time
What I've been doing with my life
'Cause when it calls me back again
I hope it meant something
I hope I meant something

I hope I know the meaning of
Anything in this song
Just wanna feel special
I just wanna feel