In Retrospect

Despite everything you might of heard
I'm still trying to figure out
The right words
To organise the thoughts that cloud my head
To not leave you in pieces feeling like you've been misled
And she said

"We're burning bridges at the thought, trying hard to be ignored
Should have seen the warning signs. This isn't your fault, it was mine. Spent at least three years counting the days wanting the feeling to just go away, take it away, because I can't stay" I guess that we'll just find another way
I'll find another way

All that I do is try to exist and see the light through this eclipse
Oh how I try

Trying hard to comprehend the thoughts that travel through our heads
I hope that I can understand this life I've lived.
In retrospect

All I have is all I am.
We're burning bridges at the thought
Trying hard to be ignored
If all I have is all I am
Why do I even give a damn
All that I do is try to exist and see the light through this eclipse
You're all I am.