Color Of Pain

I stand alone
And no one knows the things I hold inside
The reasons that I run and hide
So very cold
My battered soul just barely holding on
Even though I knew it all along
I’ve come too far
I’ve tried so hard
To keep my sanity
And everything that’s dear to me

And all because I’ve been cursed
By all the ones that loved me
Blessed by all the ones that hate me
I’m so confused that I can’t tell the difference
And I don’t show that I can go the distance
Hurt by all the ones that envy
The ones that stand beside me
Claiming to protect me
Used and abused I stand deceived
That’s the color of pain
And the color of pain
Is me
That’s the color of pain
And the color of pain
Is me

A silent cry
A midnight sky that doesn’t seem to end
There’s no reason for me to pretend
A fervent lie
A wish to die
A passion left for dead inside
As happiness subsides

And all because I’ve been cursed
By all the ones that loved me
Blessed by all the ones that hate me
I’m so confused that I can’t tell the difference
And I don’t show that I can go the distance
Hurt by all the ones that envy
The ones that stand beside me close
Claiming just claiming that they would never do nothing to me
That ever would hurt me and saying that devoted to me
Lies, games, tears, shame
The color of pain
Is me
That’s the color of pain
And the color of pain
Is me

Oh, it’s my own fault
To let you in
And break my soul apart
Oh, I know it’s my own fault
To let you in
And bring this shame
That’s the color of pain
A place where nothing remains
I know the color of pain
It lives inside of me

And all because I’ve been cursed
By all the ones that loved me
Blessed by all the ones that hate me
I’m so confused that I can’t tell the difference
And I don’t show that I can go the distance
Hurt by all the ones that envy
The ones that stand beside me close
Claiming just claiming that they would never do nothing to me
That ever would hurt me and saying that devoted to me
Lies, games, tears, shame
The color of pain
Is me
That’s the color of pain
And the color of pain
Is me
Lies, games, tears, shame
It’s my own fault
Curse
Bless
Hurt
It’s my own fault
That’s the color of pain
And the color of pain
Is me