Through my eyes

I'm sorry I did it all wrong, yeah
Maybe it's me all along, yeah
I am too angry and
I am too scared

I'm sorry for so much that I am
Sorry for so much that I'm not, yeah
If i am too slow for you
If i am too fast

Please don't ask me who I am
To squeeze me into who I'm not, yeah
I know you're scared and hurt
But you can't just throw this all at me

I promise you I won't hurt you
Will not take anything from you
Wish you well, really well
Just thought maybe we could be friends
Hell I'm scared, really scared
To be alone, to be on my own
But I won't blame me on you
So thank you good day and farewell

I see the pointlessness at start
Still find reason to go on and
That's what is wrong with me
That's why I fight

I know you've been there through it all
I know you've already seen the world and
All I am going through
But are you sure?

If you want to lead me into your light
You'll have to wait until I'm blind
'Cause I am trying to
Stare directly into the sun

Have you seen you through me?
Through my eyes, beyond your sight
Over lies and into fear
What if your problem is yourself
Be my guest, yeah come right in
Take a ride through my mind
And if you dare look me in the eye
You'll see I've got nothing to hide

I'm not happy enough
I'm not hungry enough
I am not here enough or there enough

I'm sorry I did it all wrong, yeah
Maybe it's me all along, yeah
I don't know left from right
I don't know why

Please don't ask me who I am
I am so much of who you're not, yeah
I just don't understand
Why are you scared of me?

I promise you I won't hurt you
I will not take anything from you
I open doors open hands
Just to see what isn't there
And I am scared that nothing's real
That in the end nothing is there
But I will go, I have to go
I have to see it through my eyes