Bathing In You

How you’ve been a part is tearing me open
I’ve tried to, with needles, sewing me closed again
It’s all my fault for making you more than you are
I sold myself the lie, bathing in you

You move slowly and I’m bleeding
Forget me not, but you’re not thinking
I’m not alive, in you I’ve never been waiting
This isn’t me anymore, bathing in you
Call out to me and I’ll come running
It’s you I see, but you’re not coming
It’s in my head and you’re the dream that’s been killing me
How can I change anything, bathing in you?

It’s long been given that you’re cold
And calculating, standing in your way
Waiting games are over, been too
Dedicated, this shadow’s been and done
And you’ve done nothing it’s all my doing
You’re lovely and lonely, thus pursuing
And the night is mine, as daylight looks for a new morning
Closing these blinded eyes bathing in you

Retreat again and show me how you rise
And call me what you like, will you call at all?
Come clean and I’ll tell you this
Though you run away to satisfy.