Where Light Can Never Reach

My dreams are nightmares
Time could never heal
This darkness inside of me
No light can ever feel

I carry guilt born deep within my soul
I screamed into the silence
But no one dared to hear

The cold of solitude warms me
The silence of this empty room

Looking in the mirror, I see what’s left of me
A spirit broken by existence, endlessly

Haunted by the lies, even the ones I made
Tearing myself apart to look like I was saved
Where are the heavens when I need my peace?
Where is the redemption I dreamed?
Tonight I’ll break these chains
And finally be free

This silent winter freezes my mind
I face the cruel truth
My insignificance revealed

Oh heavens, where is my salvation?
Tonight may be the end of this pain

You cannot escape
You’ll fall with me
Everything you try
Will drown you in this grief

Haunted by the lies, even the ones I made
Tearing myself apart to look like I was saved
Where are the heavens when I need my peace?
Where is the redemption I dreamed?
Tonight I’ll break these chains
And finally be free

Betrayed
Indoctrinated
Chained by desperation
I cry for you, I bleed for us
My heart is tired of devastation

Hatred keeps me standing
When love is long gone
I am the warden
I am the tormentor
The last one holding on

Oh my God
These voices won’t let me go!
I'm losing it
I'm losing control!
My grave is waiting, calling my name
I can’t hold on
I can’t hold on

Haunted by the lies, even the ones I made
Tearing myself apart to look like I was saved
Where are the heavens when I need my peace?
Where is the redemption I dreamed?
If this is the ending, my heart foresaw
Let the darkness take me whole
Let the darkness take me whole