I Won't Wait

Got a feeling
Got a theory
Don't come over
Don't come near me

Did we make it?
Very nearly
Do I like you?
No, not really

Gave up drinking
Read the classics
But I'm still
So-so-so-so-sociopathic

I tried too hard
To resent you
But I could never
Argue against you

I won't wait, I won't wait
(I've been waiting for ever)
You're the only one I don't hate
(I've been hated for ever)

Your words still keep me awake
(I've been scrolling forever)
Running through the promises that we never keep
Why's my contract so expensive if I talk so cheap

She's a nightmare
Yeah I'm winning
But objectifying's just the beginning
It's the problem, it's the question

And really, I'm no more than a seven
At the checkout
Tenner cashback
Watching adults compare backpacks

Watching adults compare snapbacks
Watching adults compare hatchbacks
I won't wait, I won't wait
(I've been waiting for ever)

You're the only one I don't hate
(I've been hated for ever)
Your words still keep me awake
(I've been scrolling for ever)

Running through the promises that we never keep
Why's my contract so expensive if I talk so cheap
They tell you that you're meant for greater things
I know on paper I'm not offering much

Still weigh up staying put on my behalf
Because I make you laugh
Because I was the first sad graduate to flood out my lashes
Say I wanna get away a la Lenny Kravitz

Just promise whatever happens you'll scatter my ashes
Don't post a tasteless eulogy oh
I won't wait, I won't, wait
You're the only one I don't hate

(I've been hated for ever)
Your words still keep me awake
(I've been scrolling for ever)
Running through the promises that we never keep
Why's my contract so expensive if I talk so cheap