Worship

Mamma says I'm lonely, pushing everyone away
I can't forgive myself because I can't forget mistakes
Insecure on little things, boys think that I'm insane
Sometimes I don't know how you're putting up with my complaints

Overanalyzing every little thing inside
Make me wanna disappear, make me wanna hide
Overthinking every little thing, it's not alright
No, it's not alright

When all the things I wish that I could change
It drives you crazy because you love them just the same
You're so obsessed with all the little things I hate
If I could worship me like you worship me, maybe
I'd be happier
If I could worship me like you worship me

And I know you say you love me and I'm perfect how I wake
But it doesn't change the bathroom mirror laughing in my face
If I finally see a therapist will I find a happy place
Or am I destined to look down upon my funeral with distaste

Overanalyzing every little thing inside
Make me wanna disappear, make me wanna hide
Overthinking every little thing, it's not alright
No, it's not alright

When all the things I wish that I could change
It drives you crazy because you love them just the same
You're so obsessed with all the little things I hate
If I could worship me like you worship me, maybe
I'd be happier
If I could worship me like you worship me, maybe

I could be worth your love
Maybe I'll learn to trust myself
Maybe my time is coming up
But every time I feel this way, it always goes away

All the things I wish that I could change
It drives you crazy, but you love them just the same
You're so obsessed with all the little things I hate
If I could worship me like you worship me, maybe
I'd be happier
If I could worship me like you worship me, maybe