Trying So Hard

trying so hard to get you out my mind
i keep falling the more i try to climb
in my head i just keep thinking eventually
that someday your love will come running back to me

you said we'd laugh
you said we'd stay
and write our history on the wall
and you said you'd never let me fall

look all around
what do you see
broken pieces of my heart
and i procrastinate new starts
so i will lay my head to rest and dream

when first met
letters you read
sealed with my heart everytime
it was too late to be your valentine
we got together in late may
in august you strayed
september dreams are ruined now
and im attempting to slow down
but if i never see you again just know that