Nothing Special

I think I'm gonna need a new disease
Cause all the blood is bleeding out of me
Thought I heard my body singing organ chords
It was just me talking to myself of course

I think I'm gonna need a new disease
Cause I'm already sick of self harming
Thought you heard my body singing organ chords
It was just another stupid fucking metaphor

You know I know
What it's like to be alone
Punch drunk, sick host
Crawl inside and make a home
Nothing special
Just all that it meant to me
Downward spiral
Suffocating apathy
And now (I don't feel a thing)
Punch-drunk, sick host
Nothing special
Downward spiral
You know, I know
Punch-drunk, sick host
Nothing special
Downward spiral

I think I'm gonna need a new disease
Cause I'm a mother bird regurgitating
Please no fluffy feelings anymore
Cause it just feels even worse when I get bored

I think I'm gonna need a new disease
Cause I don't know who I'm supposed to be
Hope you love this silhouette I made for you
Only had to cut my face apart to make some room

I have enough to eat
When the bugs are crawling around me
Don't need your company
When the bugs are crawling around me

You know I know
What it's like to be alone
Punch drunk, sick host
Crawl inside and make a home
Nothing special
Just all that it meant to me
Downward spiral
Suffocating apathy