Poisoned (Hearts Black Soil)

Emotional disorder
Frequent inner chaos
Once again my blood shall boil
Schizophrenic lunacy
Growing like a cancer
Poison in my hearts black soil

Shift from pain to pleasure
Heaven or inferno
Addictions taking over me
Stung by a divine angel
Clung by wasps and autumn breeze
Your poison growing deep in me

Impalement, penetration
Your poison gives me
Purification
Stimulation
Suffocation
Implantation
Give me peace
In my poisoned hearts black soil

Heaving, sweating, shaking
Aggressions boiling over
My wrath twists and disappears
Once again in calmness
Heavenly schizophrenic
My mind releases my utter fear

A world hating me
Your venom changing me
Twisting me back and forth
Mixing both love and scorn
Poisoned hearts black soil