Here's To Letting Go

How am I supposed to sleep when I can't even find peace in my dreams? I'm never safe from my mind racing. Don't tell me that this didn't mean everything.

Your words are all I have to hold on to.
Some days I wish I could just go back to the person I thought I knew.

(Be)cause I've let go of what I need the most I always wanted to be what you had wanted from me and all I hope is you forget this. I know I've made so many mistakes, but I can't make you stay so I'll go.

Just count me out (be)cause I can't bare anymore. I'm far too fragile to be keeping score. I'm told the truth will set you free, but all of this could almost kill me.

I tried to ignore the writing on the wall. I wish I was wrong. Deep down I know you're not sleeping alone.

Just go away. I'm not gonna play these fucking games.
Just go away. I'm not gonna play these fucking games.

I spent all my days here waiting for you. I always gave us a shot, you never saw us through. Just give me a second to look in your eyes so I can come to grips that this was all a lie. How could I say goodbye?
It's not like I think about you constantly.
You always leave with the best of me.

(Be)cause I've let go of what I need the most I always wanted to be what you had wanted from me and all I hope is you forget this. I know I've made so many mistakes, but I can't make you stay so I'll go.

So you can act like this won't mean a thing, but we both know you will never forget me.

(Be)cause I've let go.