El Capitan

I'm getting tired. I don't feel the same.
I've got a lot to say about the way you're milking me.
I'm thinking I could do without the strain of getting everyone
and everything to go my way.
I made you codependent and I don't know what to do.
We're going nowhere fast and I can tell it's killing you.
I can't expect a thing and now there seems no end in sight.
I don't want to be the captain of the team tonight.
I know it all. I know what's best for you. That's how it makes me feel,
but the truth is I don't know what's best for me.
And now and then when I'm down on myself
I take it out on you and anyone else in my way.
So say all of us "tap into me." Why the hell not?
Everything is free for the taking. There's no use in faking at all.