I Want To Live

Life is a lady, so gentle and kind
She lets you taste what you're hoping to find

Life brought me here to this hollow place
I watched the hatred drip from evil's face
I crushed the head of the one I defied
My family cast me out, my mind has died

But the journey is a curse, a wretched thing
A crazy whore with a bitter sting
A swept-away psychopath, out of her mind
A narcissistic psychotic, the cruelest kind

I walked with pain until I felt no more
Became a machine in this silent war
I ceased to feel, I was made of steel
Killing was the mask that I made real

Blood painted red on the young girl's face
Her eyes were terror, a cold embrace
I saw my own body but felt no stings
I asked for conscience, she gave me torpor's wings

I just want to live! To breathe! To try!
I don't want the journey, I don't want to die!
I just want life, a song so bright
To hear my heart beat in the middle of the night!
Clean and steady, a rhythm so true
But this journey is a bitch, this crazy bitch!
I want to live!

When I defeat the journey that cursed bitch
I will finally live
Happy, so happy