Maybe I'm overreacting
I'm always picking up shit that is
I bet you think that it's magic
Fix it up when it's broke, no
Keep on repeating the cycle
Maybe that makes me a psycho
I know that I'm being too prideful
It's the hand I'm dealt, I can't help it

I been, I been holding onto this heavy weight
And I don't want to abandon till I break
I can't carry it, no
And I been holding on so many days
And I know I'm strong enough to ever say
I can't carry this down, it's weighing me down

Think I'll probably always be stuck in this position
Doing shit you didn't ask of me
What happens if I did it?
I know everyone relies on me to keep it all together
And I'm killing myself trying to make it better
So I just work harder
I'm the oldest daughter
And nothing's ever gonna change

I been, I been holding onto this heavy weight
And I don't want to abandon till I break
I can't carry it, no
And I been holding on so many days
And I know I'm strong enough to ever say
I can't carry this down, it's weighing me down