Dear Anxiety

Yes, you came here silently
Growing slowly how couldn't I see?
How you became a part of me

Hundred tears go down my face
A deep agony I can't escape
You make me feel like I'll ruin everything

No one is here to hold me, just like you previewed
The fear, the scream, a step closer to insanety

Dear anxiety
Please tell me

How did you get that much power over me?
I'm begging you, please, set free my heartbeats
How you can make death seem something like relief?

I don't feel like me while you here

How did you get that much power over me?
Help my heart break, but please let me breath
How can you make death seem something like relief?

I don't feel like me while you here

So easy to hurt, so easy to leave
Isn't that heart too lonely to beat?
Will you make me go through this silently?

Shaking hands and you know I'll apologize
Honestly I'm not even sure why
But long ago you made me realize

No one is here to hold me, just like you previewed
Until it all escapes drowning in adrenaline

Dear anxiety
Please tell me

How did you get that much power over me?
I'm begging you, please, set free my heartbeats
How you can make death seem something like relief?

I don't feel like me while you here

How did you get that much power over me?
Help my heart break, but please let me breath
How can you make death seem something like relief?

I don't feel like me while you here

How can I run away, when I have no place to go?
And how can I run away, if you won't go?

You tell me to run away, but I have no place to go
And how can I escape, if you won't go?

How did you get that much power over me?
I'm begging you, please, set free my heartbeats
How you can make death seem something like relief?

I don't feel like me while you here

How did you get that much power over me?
Help my heart break, but please let me breath
How can you make death seem something like relief?

I don't feel like me while you here

If you won't go