Hard To Love

So you'll try to tell me not to overthink
While I disregard the fact you share his sheets
And now I live in black and gray
'Cause my color in the way
But the one you better hope I never meet

You suck the life out of the room
I'm hard to love, but so are you
So quick to kill my habit
I thought that I needed one hit so I feel it
I'm sick of nights, I know I'll lose
I'm hard to love, but so are you

And I won't forget the way you look at me
I didn't notice that my eyes begin to fade
And I bet he feels the same
Take the color from my pain
Oh, I decipher everything he'll ever be

You suck the life out of the room
I'm hard to love, but so are you
So quick to kill my habit
I thought that I needed one hit so I feel it
I'm sick of nights, I know I'll lose
I'm hard to love, but so are you

Is it the way he says he loves you?
'Cause I used to say that shit, too
Is it the way he says he loves you?
'Cause I used to say that shit, too

You suck the life out of the room
I'm hard to love, but so are you
So quick to kill my habit
I thought that I needed one hit so I feel it
I'm sick of nights, I know I'll lose
I'm hard to love, but so are you

So quick to kill my habit
I thought that I needed one hit so I feel it
I'm sick of nights, I know I'll lose
I'm hard to love, but so are you