Heartbreak From Cell 210

I, why?
Oh-oh, I, why?

You did me in the worst way
Dissed me on my birthday
Got my heart so frozen on this road
I need a first date

It was on a Monday
Flew out to my birthplace
Fucked another nigga in my city
And left on Thursday

I was so heartbroken, dawg
I had this [?]
I gave you three years of my life
Bitch, you was thirsty

I feel like you cursed me
It's such a perverse way
Should've seen the devil in your eyes
On our first date, ah

Sittin' in my whip talkin' to myself
I feel so stupid, dawg
How the fuck I let you trick me
Into thinkin' you was squad?

Need to focus on myself
Before I start to lose it, dawg
When you lose a bitch you love
You feel like you 'gon lose it all

Oh, oh, oh, oh
All I tried to do is get this money
And then ball with you

I done had some bitch when I was in prison
And let my dawg get her
Gotta crop 'em out the frame now
'Cause this a small picture

All bitches, young bitches, old bitches, tall bitches
All they want is all bitches
Prolly let my brother hit it
Fuck 'bout your BBL and titties is I ain't fuckin' with it

If you don't come with loyalty these days
Then I ain't fuckin' with it
Youngin watchin' my brother Jamie
Touch about a hunnid-fifty

But wanna show you all a [?]
In fact, I keep my gunner with me
Cryin' [?] tears all on my heart
I put a bucket in it

Prison calls, I ain't call 'em
Shock, bitch, I plug in ears (oh, oh, oh)
You're all on my mind
You up there runnin' in [?] (oh)

Lil' niggas watchin' up for passes
Tryna run up in here (oh, oh, oh)
And all I have is heart for you
But you left nothin' in there

How much is this fucked up?
Niggas [?] same and they want me to fail
Stabbin' through the fire and the flame
It's like walkin' through hell

Yeah, okay
I done left me a toast
Getting through on either coast

Brodie had a jet for myself
I sent him a vehicle
Told him get on his feet
I sent fifty-thousand and get it to him

My son growin' up fast
And I ain't there to put the [?] to him
Hurt my heart behind that visit glass
When I be speakin' to him

Operator talkin' over stories
That I'm readin' to him
I can't even get it worried
But that's what this shit is servin' me