Low point

I've been scared
Not like this
You lose things, I lost it
Just please reach from somewhere
My heart is done
It's too scared
I've never wished this before now
If I said I did I take it all back
You have to go all the way
To know where it is
All the way down
You know what you'd stop for
When you're running from your worst fear
That you need it
Now I'm fading
This is what I'd like to lay in
I've never wished this before now
Now I know all the long steps down
This time my eyes close like this
I know my last thoughts
I know my last wish
To not be wishing
To not have broke this
To feel what I'm missing
Somehow I broke it
I only know breaking
And what I want to lie in