Not Today

I’ve given up finding love, not for good but for now
Need to buffer my heart, need to calibrate, need to calibrate
Need some time to just be me, eating pounds of cheap ice cream
Haven’t showered in a week, and I

Maybe one day I’ll say things are better off this way
But not today

Taking time off of life, is that really a crime
I don’t mean to imply, that I’m gone for good, I’m not gone for good
But my battery is drained, need a bit to charge my faith
Cuz after you I’m still afraid, and I

Maybe one day I’ll say things are better off this way
But not today

Maybe I’m moving on
Finding hope in a song
Maybe it’s time to say I was wrong
Cuz it always hurts
To drown in pettiness
Trying to pretend
I’m immune to needing love

Maybe one day I’ll say things are better off this way
But not today