Perverseness

nagai nagai doukasen no
shippo no hashi wo mochi tsuretearuku
norowareta iyashiki sei wo kainarashite
chikaku tooi aotenjou saigen wo shiranai shakunetsu ni
kokoro fukaku shinobikonda hananusubito
fumikomanaide ibasho nante koko ni wa nai

anata, yami wa kowai deshou?
namanurui chijou e kaerinasai
eguru manazashi wa tsumi deshou?
miesugita hitomi ga kowareru mae ni

chikakuni itemo kidzukanai
saigen suru hodo ni yobisamashite
zengofukaku no trauma ni oboreteyuku
chidzukanaide honne nante shiritakunai

anata, kizu wa kirai deshou?
wasuretai kioku mo miseteshimau
kon’na mono wa minikui deshou?
negete hayaku teokure ni naru mae ni

sotto ushiro kara dakishimete
hana wo teoru you ni aishitai no
hontou wa ano ko ga urayamashii
nante dare ni mo ienai

fukai yami wa kowai deshou?
kagayaku nichijou e kaerinasai
datte yume wa hakanai deshou?
shirisugita watashi ga kowareru mae ni