Addiction to Pain

I am the one who sings a song of pain
And I find comfort inside that song
I am the one who is comfort by tears
Rather than smiles
They're so familiar
Taking no note of the poor results of sin
As a dog returns to its vomit
A man returns to sin

The time has come to realize my destiny
And be thrown into a new world of pain and regret
Don't outstretch your arm out in an attempt to comfort me
How could you understand?
My addiction to pain?

Insanity is something that's normal to me
A broken heart feels better if you smash it to pieces
Don't get any bandages to cover the wound
How could you understand my addiction to pain?

It is in due time that I die and be at peace
Might as well suffer now
The little bird who tried to help his master
He never once was thanked
Words become powerless once self-hate sets in
Unless they come from your voice
Gently whispered in my ear

The time has come to realize my destiny
And be thrown into a new world of pain and regret
Don't outstretch your arm out in an attempt to comfort me
How could you understand?
My addiction to pain?

Insanity is something that's normal to me
A broken heart feels better if you smash it to pieces
Don't get any bandages to cover the wound
How could you understand my addiction to pain?

Taking no note of the poor results of sin
As a dog returns to its vomit
A man returns to sin

The time has come to realize my destiny
And be thrown into a new world of pain and regret
Don't outstretch your arm out in an attempt to comfort me
How could you understand?
My addiction to pain?

Insanity is something that's normal to me
A broken heart feels better if you smash it to pieces
Don't get any bandages to cover the wound
How could you understand my addiction to pain?