Desync

So is this it?
We exist
In a bright and dreaming world
Not a care in the world could weigh me down or stop me
Then along for the ride, we met, you and I
So happy that our fates could collide
With you by my side
Nothing seemed impossible

What should I do?
It's getting even harder
To decide
But what I'm looking for
Is what I'll never find

So let me spit it all out
Just spit it all right out
It's a lie, it's a lie
There's nothing to be happy about
There are days I feel like crying

Unsynchronize our hearts
And tear us both apart
I hate being in love
I should've stayed away from the start
Is this what true happiness is
Such an imperfect way to live

Yes, you could say
In a way
That I never could explain
That I knew
The whole truth all along

The first time we met I felt my chest ache
The next time was when I thought we both changed
The third time I knew that it was too late
The fourth time was when I saw my heart break

The last time I left you for my own sake
I still think that moment was my best mistake
I'm meant to be alone

Just spill it out, spill it out
Just spill it all right out
It's a lie, it's a lie
There's nothing to be happy about
There are days I feel like crying

I'm sick of lies, our hearts
Just tear them both apart
I hate thinking of you
I should've stayed away from the start
Is this what true love really is

No let me spit it all out
Just spit it all right out
It's a lie, it's a lie
There's nothing to be happy about
There are days I dream of dying

Unsynchronize our hearts
And tear us both apart
I hate being in love
I should've stayed away from the start
Is this what true happiness is
What an imperfect world this is