I Can't

I can't laugh
I can't cry
I can't see inside of me
Don't know the reason why

I ain't straight
And I ain't high
I'm the ugly in between
Can't live and I can't die

I wanna scream
And I can't win
My life's a living soundtrack
For a human horrorfilm

I can't feel
And I can't love
My mama never showed me how
I never was enough

I can't laugh
And I can't smile
I'll sacrifice my aged elders
To show me how to die

I can't love
And I can't feel
And my mother never loved me
Deep down she hated me

I can't fuck
I can't feel
I am one bizarre motherfucker
What the fuck's inside of me

I'll kill the beast
So to free my soul
And smash the mirrors
That won't let me go
Oh, if there's a smile that ya see
It's only the clockwork orange that's in me
I curse the darkness impassioned plea
And tear the heart out and watch me bleed
I sacrifice my blood for free
To satisfy the vengeance that's in me
And bury the mirror that's inside me