A New Beginning

The first time I saw you
Was on the screen at Sebastian's house
Back then you were so much older than me
But now you are a child

Oh I was wondering why you got naked
When that boy started kissing you
I was disgusted yet oddly excited
The feeling was completely new

It made you laugh when he kissed your breasts
I didn't get the joke
He got up a few moments later
And left you all alone

As you lay there in the forest I pictured
Myself lying right next to you
You fell asleep someone approached
I figured
It was your friend returning to you

You didn't had any time to move
We sat and watched as he murdered you
I thought it was safe
We wanted to play
Oh brother we should leave now
We were led astray
The pastor would say
Oh your sins shall find you out

I stood frozen desperately
Trying to make sense of it all
Your body laid motionless
And your face
Was covered in blood

And then your boyfriend came back looking for you
I started shaking cause I knew
We tried to warn him but he couldn't hear us
Through the screen oh what could we do

He didn't had any time to move
His blood was dark
It was almost blue
I thought it was safe
We wanted to play
Oh brother we should leave now
We were led astray
The pastor would say
Oh your sins shall find you out

And as we made our way back home
I felt a shame I'd never known
Oh as we made our way back home
I felt a pain I knew would grow
And as we made our way back home
I felt a shame

I didn't had any time to move
I fell in love
As he murdered you