I’m Going to Hit Rock Bottom, You Guys Want Anything?

Nostalgia
Born out of
Cities that don't exist
Don't look, don't speak
Why don't you wanna be
Around me now

Breathe toxins
Bleed tension
Household built of stress
Don't look, don't speak
No, I don't you wanna be me
Drowned in doubt

Twenty-four hours awake and I'm numb
Where are the dreams I used to love
Down at the bottom, no way back up
This time
I'm giving up

I'm giving up
Heartbeat skips again and again
Anxiety so loud
I'm giving up
The self-loathing party never ends
So scream with me as we go down
Relinquished to the night
I told you I'll be fine
Feels more alive
'Cause now I've decided
Tonight in my mind
I'm giving up

What I want's
Not enough
Guess I'm just obsessed
Don't look, don't speak
Why don't you wanna be
Around me now

Relive some
Old trauma
Things you should forget
Don't look, don't speak
No, I don't you wanna be me
Drowned in doubt

Forty-eight hours, sleep wouldn't come
Fated to be the afterthought
A walking cadaver, drained of all blood
Inside
I'm giving up

I'm giving up
Heartbeat skips again and again
Anxiety so loud
I'm giving up
The self-loathing party never ends
So scream with me as we go down
Relinquished to the night
I told you I'll be fine
Feels more alive
'Cause now I've decided
Tonight in my mind
I'm giving up

'Cause now I've decided
Tonight in my mind

Twenty-four hours awake and I'm numb
Where are the dreams I used to love
Down at the bottom, no way back up
This time

Forty-eight hours, sleep wouldn't come
Fated to be the afterthought
A walking cadaver, drained of all blood
Inside

Heartbeat skips again and again
Anxiety so loud
The self-loathing party never ends
It never ends

Relinquish to the night
I told you I'll be fine
Feels more alive
'Cause now I've decided
Tonight in my mind
I'm giving up

'Cause now I've decided
Tonight in my mind