Something Real

Bend me break me
love me hate me
touch me want me
lose me judge me
i don't care as long as i feel something

Push me pull me
change me crave me
find me hide me
crush me try me
i don't care as long as i feel something real

Show me something real before i fade
before i fade away
Everything's so goddamn plastic
generated polished perfect
no one wants to face anything thats ugly
You go your way i'll go mine
can't talk right now don't have the time
don't try pretending that its worth something

Little acts of desperation
hoping we won't reveal
only vying for attention
how should i feel

All this time waiting
anticipating choking on a lie
show me something real
I start to sigh in the back of my mind
screaming suicide
show me something real
This fucking place is driving me insane
I'm barely getting by
show me something real
I need a place
somewhere feel safe
before I before I fade away