Living The Wasted Life

Is this what's left of me?

I sense the kiss
It's coming on
Assess the risk between us, my fall

I pray for something
A quick demise
Substance to substitute your restless mind

Call the doctors
Call the gods
You can't call anyone to save me now

Weak is the one who crawls
Lives life behind a wall
The only question here is why can't I ever

Why can't I ever feel?
Why can't I ever feel?
Why can't I ever feel?
Why can't I ever feel?

Why... can't... I ever feel?

Why... can't... I ever feel?

Is this what's left of me?
Debilitated life?
Look back and see nothing but myself wasted

This is what's left of me
What's left will be destroyed
If it ever ending my self hatred?

Is this what's left of me?
Debilitated life?
Look back and see nothing but myself wasted

This is what's left of me
What's left will be destroyed
If it ever ending my self hatred?

Why can't I ever feel?
Why can't I ever feel?
Why can't I ever feel?
Why can't I ever feel?

I am the cancer
I am the cause
I have the devil sitting on my left shoulder

In this regresssion
I'm looking for
Just some attention, so don't keep me waiting

Without direction
Spreads the fault
Searching for something just a little less caustic

Sirens that sing their song
Seems life is just too long
I'll follow them and wonder: Why can't I ever feel?

Why can't I ever feel?
Why can't I ever feel?
Why can't I ever feel?
Why can't I ever feel?

I'm quite happy living my life this way
To find I have to care anymore

We've all come from one commiserating
We just want to feel anything

Is this what's left of me?
Debilitated life?
Look back and see nothing but myself wasted

This is what's left of me
What's left will be destroyed
If it ever ending my self hatred?

Is this what's left of me?
Debilitated life?
Look back and see nothing but myself wasted

This is what's left of me
What's left will be destroyed
If it ever ending my self hatred?

Why can't I ever feel?
Why can't I ever feel?
Why can't I ever feel?
Why can't I ever feel?