I Can Pretend

kakaekonde kita takusan no reason
anata to wa tada surechigau rhythm
kikoeru? watashi-tachi no oto ga hizamu
hi ga shizumu soshite mata kidzuku
we look tagai wo minuku
wakari aereba shibararenu jiyuu
i see you shikamettsura no riyuu
anata to wa chigau i can pretend

but i know deep down in my heart
itami wa misenai kedo it hurts
doushite kureru no? kono kizu wo
you don't know anata ni wa wakaranai desho?
but i hope you'll understand one day

okottenai furi mo dekiru
kanashikunai furi mo dekiru
nanto mo nai furi mo dekiru dekiru dekiru
i can pretend like i'm not mad
i can pretend like i'm not hurt
i can pretend like it's all good

it's all good, it's all good

nande mo wakatteru tte omotterun darou?
mitame dake de nani ga wakarun darou?
katte ni kimetsukerareru hadairo
doko ni aru no? watashi no ibasho

ima wa nai demo kamawanai
itsuka kanarazu i'd be fine
chicchai dorama nante iminai
i don't wanna fight
chima chima shitakunai

no, i don't wanna fight no more
kudaranai koto de tsukau energy
mottainai i'm so tired
demo misetakunai boro boro no watashi wo
i hope you'll understand one day

okottenai furi mo dekiru
kanashikunai furi mo dekiru
nanto mo nai furi mo dekiru dekiru dekiru
i can pretend like i'm not mad
i can pretend like i'm not hurt
i can pretend like it's all good

(but it's no good)

watashi no kimochi ni dare ka kidzuite hoshii
(hontou wa i just wanna cry)
mou kore ijou jibun wo oshi koroshitakunai
damashi takunai i just wanna be free
jibun no tame ni ikitai
demo ima wa mada

okottenai furi mo dekiru
kanashikunai furi mo dekiru
nanto mo nai furi mo dekiru dekiru dekiru
i can pretend like i'm not mad
i can pretend like i'm not hurt
i can pretend like it's all good

it's all good, it's all good

i don't wanna act no more
you don't know my pain
you don't know nothing
daijoubu na wakenai demo
i can pretend like i'm not mad
i can pretend like i'm not hurt
i can pretend like i'm so hurt
i can pretend like it's all good