Hold You Up

I believe in better days
Prophecies I medicate to feel for now
But I believe, even though there's no light inside
I still believe
I believe in anything
[?] my boat's going down
Kinda deep even though I can't see the floor
I still believe

One step, one fall
I get lost in my head, unsure
My balance is flawed
So please, don't push me too hard
No, no

So please, don't let me hold you up
I know you wanna float in this moment
But I'm drowning even though I don't show it
So please, don't let me hold you up
I know you wanna float in this moment
But I don't even know where the shore is
Mm

I can't jump from this height
I can't share what's on my mind
'Cause it's a darker time, if you see all the tides
It's best you think I'm fine
Oh-whoa

One step, one fall
I get lost in my head, unsure
My balance is flawed
So please don't push me too hard
No, no

So please, don't let me hold you up
I know you wanna float in this moment
But I'm drowning even though I don't show it
So please, don't let me hold you up
I know you wanna float in this moment
But I don't even know where the shore is
Mm

Just when I think that I've found my step
It's a little uneven
Something that you don't even
Know I'm the hardest one on myself, mm
Even when I'm at my meanest
Just know that I don't mean it

So please, don't let me hold you up
I know you wanna float in this moment (aah-aah)
But I'm drowning even though I don't show it (show it)
So please, don't (don't) let me hold you up
I know you wanna float in this moment (float)
But I don't even know where the shore is
So please, don't (don't) let me hold you up
I know you wanna float in this moment
But I don't even know where the shore is
Ooh