I was bored out my mind
Lost my whole appetite
When I could come to life, I didn't

You were there all the time
You're the worst of my crimes
You fell hard, I thought: Good riddance

I never was the best to you
I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was

Used to lie to your face
20 times in a day
It was my little strange addiction

But you still tried to stay
While I'd self-isolate
And I knew, but I stayed hidden

I never was the best to you
I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was

I never was the best to you
I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was (ah)

And I destroyed every silver lining you had
In your head, all of your feelings, I played with them
Go ahead, we can just call it conditioning

We were too different, you were so sensitive
Gave me the best of that, I was so negligent
Now I feel terrible 'bout how I handled it

And now I, now I bet you resent all of me, all of it
Angry, blocking me over the internet
Promise I don't forget all of my fault in this

'Cause look at me, I'm alone, sitting here, staying home
All of my self-control kinda got difficult
But I deserve it though
I deserve it though

You were there all the time
You're the worst of my crimes
You fell hard, I thought: Good riddance

I never was the best to you
I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was

Oh, I never was the best to you
I never was the best to you
I never was, I never was