Lying Anyway

Do you ever wanna hide and runaway
'Cause it's easier than dealin' with the pain?
If I said I really told you how I feel, I'd be lyin' to myself, I'm lyin'
You can call me in the night, I'll be awake
Lately, I ain't even sleepin' anyway
When I told you that I moved on, I was lyin' to your face

And I'll be lyin' anyway
I'm just tryna find a way
To get over this, to get over us

Yeah
You left me, I'd be lyin' if I said I'm doin' well
You were my heaven on earth now I feel like I'm in hell
I'm still tryna understand the reasons that you left
I don't know why I keep hope
You told me that it's over, we ain't never gettin' back
For some reason my heart isn't understandin' that
I tried, I swear, I tried to let you go

And I'll be lyin' anyway
I'm just tryna find a way
To get over this, to get over us

Do you ever wanna hide and runaway
'Cause it's easier than dealin' with the pain?
If I said I really told you how I feel, I'd be lyin' to myself, I'm lyin'
You can call me in the night, I'll be awake
Lately, I ain't even sleepin' anyway
When I told you that I moved on, I was lyin' to your face

And I'll be lyin' anyway
I'm just tryna find a way
To get over this, to get over us
Trust me I don't wanna lie
I promise, I have tried
To get over this
I can't get over this

The day you left, I swear you took all my happiness
It's hard to see you bein' happy with somebody else
I don't want what's best for you, I want you to myself
Maybe I'm selfish, oh well
(The day you left, I swear you took all my happiness)
(It's hard to see you bein' happy with somebody else)
(I don't want what's best for you, I want you to myself)
(Maybe I'm selfish, oh well)
I'd be lyin' if I said I moved on
I'd be lyin' if I said I'm alright
I'd be lyin' if I said I'm stayin' strong
When I'm still losin' sleep at night
I'd be lyin' if I said I'm not still fallin' head over heels for you
Heels for you

And I'll be lyin' anyway
I'm just tryna find a way
To get over this, to get over us
Trust me I don't wanna lie
I promise, I have tried
To get over this
I can't get over this