Look Mom I made it

You don't understand
The depth of the strength found within my mental
Or the violence it took to become this gentle
And it's clear to me now that it wasn't just all in my head
You will never get the time that it took to believe that I'II make it
All the rock bottoms that forced me to cave in
It's clear to me now that I needed myself as a friend

Standing on cliff sides, admire the view
Scream at indifference like it has a clue
Over my shoulder, I'II whisper to you
Something I'm proud to admit
Look mom, I made it

You will never count the hours I've spent sat in quiet resentment
Or the hollow it took to regain my centre
And it's clear to me now that I'm stained with the tears I have bled
I'm shaking hands with a shake in mine too
Cutting all ties with the people I knew
Pity my mirror won't let me reach through it
All of this cold makes me sick
But despite, never quit

Force me out of this town, I'd like to see it
Rid my name from your mouth, cuss me out, make a scene
Putting flowers on graves that you dug for me
Interesting tactic to lead with

You don't understand
The depth of the strength found within my mental
Or the violence it took to become this gentle
And it's clear to me now that it wasn't just all in my head
You will never get the time that it took to believe that I'II make it

All the rock bottoms that forced me to cave in
It's clear to me now that I needed myself as a friend
Look mom, I made it