for good

You spoke of how you believed in God but didn’t believe in religion
You saw heaven in your sons eyes
As you closed yours
I’ve learnt that nothing is mine
Now I’ve soaked up every shore
Never felt more alive
My expectations drowned in the tide
The dark days aren’t over
While you’re looking for closure
They’re still looking for you
But the darkness might pass over
If you’re quiet enough
As it does every night
As you’re still and watching the world from the outside
I’ve been walking alone for a while
Thinking about us
I’ve gone far and afraid to call out
In case I don’t hear your response
10 days adrift, wrote a night of clarity
For me
Feeling invisible as the wind, whispered to the sea
I See words in your pictures, you see pictures in my words
Every perfect moment requires a slight uncertainty
Like my faith
No person should be alone long enough
To feel the mirror change
I thought I left my heart back there with you
But here it is following me
And I’m ashamed to say it
As you watched a small city unfold
So behind its ability to think forward, re-opened your mind
To See God in perfect timing
Your blessing

I’ll lose (need) you for the life I’m chasing
I didn’t come back the same
I know it, you know it too
It’s falling so heavy on you lately
Head on my chest but you’ve never felt more alone

It takes time to wake up on the right side
Oh it’s just a habit I’m breaking for good
It’s just another life fazing, good

I never felt this pressure
Like my wings were spreading
I feel no way, feel no way, that’s the devil singing
Take your time with me, like it means something
And we can talk for for hours and let time listen

You’re talking about life like you’ve lived forever
She looked into his eyes, until he dreamed about her
Running from something
And mask it as wisdom
But I’ll listen coz I see the truth and in truth

It feels nice when you let go
It feels wrong, it feels right
You know some things
You know some things

It feels nice when you let go
It feels wrong, it feels right
You know some things
You know some things

I’ll lose (need) you for the life I’m chasing
I didn’t come back the same
I know it, you know it too
It’s falling so heavy on you lately
Head on your chest but you’ve never felt more alone

It takes time, to wake up on the right side
Oh it’s just a habit I’m breaking for good
It’s just another life fazing, good