born to lose

I would never shower if it wasn't for my roomates
Haven't left the house in so long, pretty sure it's Tuesday
It could be Wednesday, but never Sunday
It doesn't matter, no one's calling me
Every time I open up my phone I am reminded
Seeing all the fun I used to have, it's now behind me
There's no denying (there's no denying)
We're only dying (only dying)
And I got more than one foot in the grave

Ooh, I could do my makeup like I used to do
Looking like someone who wasn't born to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
I picked so many battles that I broke in two
Now I'm just the half, who knows she's born to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose

Ah-ah

Maybe it's better that I've accepted it
Even though I'm depressed and irrelevant
God, I miss being a teenager more than I care to admit
(Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah)

Ooh, I could do my makeup like I used to do
Looking like someone who wasn't born to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
I picked so many battles that I broke in two
Now I'm just the half, who knows she's born to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Ooh, ooh, to lose (yeah, yeah, yeah)

How can I be hopeful when it's getting so dystopian?
And nothing's ever gonna feel the way it always felt back then
I'm mr. Peaked in high school, but I never even went

Ooh, I could do my makeup like I used to do
Looking like someone who wasn't born to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose
I picked so many battles that I broke in two
Now I'm just the half, who knows she's born to lose
Ooh, ooh, to lose (yeah, yeah, yeah)
Ooh, ooh, lose