I am one

Get outside, the Sun's going down
It's pointless to worry
I'll forgive myself for the mistakes I made
And brace for the flood on the seventeenth day
Fuck if I don't step up, I'm worthy

Slept through the morning
Woke up with cold feet
The fever's still soarin'
A foot out the door but
I'm still stuck in this mortal coil
I could feel my blood boilin' but
The strings pulled me in, fight or flight
'Cause nature is cursed with a will to survive
So my fingers cut deep, as will the leaves

Should I beg for forgiveness?
Cry out on the street at this hour?
Tracin' the power
Bounded in fallacies
Rues to be scowered
I'm dust in the wind
And I'm still at a stand
I'm losin' all grip on my silhouette's hand

But I'll carry on with or without it
'Cause I'll bury the keys and move out
Found a new ground
I won't reach for the poison that's keepin' me safe
I've been stallin' for ages
I'm done saving face, oh
And I'll carry on with or without it
Yeah, I'll carry on with or without it
And I'll carry on with or without it

Starved for embrace
We're all famished to love and, although it's too late
All my friends, lend me some light in this labyrinth of mind
I was so worried I'd step out of line, till I tried it
Sipped from the chalice but spit it right back
For no wager to weaken my palate
Heel like a coward
But is my heart in accordance without it?

Pick a fight one by one, day and overrun
Gotta wolf at the door, he'll blow down your place
Copy and paste, all my sweet talk weak and chemical waste
A war of villains always wearin' their capes
Success obsession, embarrassin' taste
The amount of times I wanted out of the race
But fuck it, we'll let him doubt 'em
Always gonna let somebody down and
I'm no better for dancing around it
Twisting every word that's in my mouth
[?] surrounded
Head pounding, heart pounding
When I panic, I'ma wear it proudly
I [?] hear by the Great Fairy Fountain
Plenty hearts that's fine, it pre-medallion
And he choose to take that magic powder
Till the magic started getting louder
So before all this shit gets devoured
I might as well live in it

Yeah, I'll carry on with or without it
'Cause I'll bury the keys and move out
Found a new ground
I won't reach for the poison that's keepin' me safe
I've been stallin' for ages
I'm done saving face, oh
Yeah, I'll carry on with or without it
'Cause I'll bury the keys and move out
Found a new ground
I won't reach for the poison that's keepin' me safe
I've been stallin' for ages
I'm done saving face, oh

Yeah, I'll carry on with or without it
Yeah, I'll carry on with or without it
Yeah, I'll carry on with or without it
Stoned from grace
I should get to some lovin' before it's too late