This Far

I hate all the words I remember from you
And I know you must feel this way too
Well I lost control, I admit it
But I've been through the fire
Just say it's true

You put me to the test when I needed you most
I gave you all my best, I just wanted you close

I can't show a smile, but I'll keep my eyes dry
Tell me why you are so afraid to try
Anyone would say I'm foolish
And that I shouldn't be sad
But I doubt anyone had what we had

Your sweetness has left a bad after-taste in my mouth
If it was just pretending, you can take a bow

Now I curse every moment we spent
Talking 'bout how our life would be
Just you and me
Oh, I wish I could take back the time
And the light you took from my star
We should have never gone this far

I can't show a smile, but I'll keep my eyes dry
Tell me why you are so afraid to try
Anyone would say I'm foolish
And that I shouldn't be sad
But I doubt anyone had what we had

Your sweetness has left a bad after-taste in my mouth
If it was just pretending, you can take a bow

Now I curse every moment we spent
Talking 'bout how our life would be
Just you and me
Oh, I wish I could take back the time
And the light you took from my star
We should have never gone this far

Yeah I know I'll be better
If I get to forget all those words
That would make me feel down
I can't take it much longer
I just gotta be stronger

Now I curse every moment we spent
Talking 'bout how our life would be
Just you and me
Oh, I wish I could take back the time
And the light you took from my star
We should have never gone this far