Castle made of thorns, Moon that rose in crimson
Grab for something more, all I get is distance
Driving roadless, feels like the end of a life
Running through those nights
All I saw were curses stuck here unalive
Floating on the surface, still and shallow
Probably left to rot, I'm sinking

So close to
Giving up, giving out, giving in
Could I still live again, live again, live again?
But what's the point in fighting when nothing lasts at all?

On your last day
Standing here alone with you
I found my vision was (way off, way off, yeah)
Now I can't (wake up, wake up, yeah)
Don't tell me it's over, it must be
Is it gonna be just me left behind?
Me and my mind, forever wasting time

Back then there was nothing left to lose
Back then every night was wine and blues
That's when every pen I tried to use
Ended up leaking my weakness and bled through
All in, but still a little mistaken
Faking, like I knew the risk taken
Wakin' up, every night pacing
Was it all a waste, then? Am I worth replacing?
Locked down deep in my soul is what I really want to shout
Now, out of control, but I still hold it inside
And now there's nowhere to hide, you wanna know if I'm fine
Well, at least nobody's died

So close to
Giving up, giving out, giving in
Could I still live again, live again, live again?
But what's the point in fighting when nothing lasts at all?

On your last day
Standing here alone with you
I found my vision was (way off, way off, yeah)
Now I can't (wake up, wake up, yeah)
Don't tell me it's over, it must be
Is it gonna be just me left behind?
Me and my mind, forever

Every now and then reality creeps in
Every now and then I glance over the deep end
You'll live on, still, so when I'm not around
Remember me, remember what we found

On our last day
Standing here alone 'cause nothing lasts forever
Wake up, wake up, yeah
No, I can't wake up, wake up, yeah
No, it's not over, it can't be
Is it gonna be just me left behind?
Is this goodbye?

On my last day
Doesn't matter where or when
I swear I'll find us (a way out, way out, yeah)
So let things (play out, play out, yeah)
'Cause I know some dreams just can't come true
But I wanna see you again sometime
That song in my heart, it kept me alive