Bad Again

I don't speak
I've been quiet lately
Haven't seen friends in awhile
They like to tell me
I'll be alright
But signs are pointing
It's getting bad again

I've drained out all my energy
Can't seem to find my inner peace
I keep on tugging
Try to convince myself I'll be better
Just lying to myself
It's just the changes in the weather

I used to laugh at lots of things
Now I'm always scrolling mindlessly
Cause nothing brings me joy
It's such a shame, it's so confusing
It sucks the life out of me
Can't even hype up my music

I don't speak
I've been quiet lately
Haven't seen friends in awhile
They like to tell me
I'll be alright
But signs are pointing
It's getting bad again

I'm slacking every night of sleep
Some days I get too sad to eat
It takes a lot to fuel yourself
And work well independent
My tank is running low on gas
Can't bother to refill it

I hate to live my life this way
I wish I could appreciate
You don't know how badly I want to stop and smell the roses
Unfortunately I've got some allergies
I can't enjoy it

I don't speak
I've been quiet lately
Haven't seen friends in awhile
They like to tell me
I'll be alright
But signs are pointing
It's getting bad again

I'm trying
To get over this I'm fighting
I lost control of it
I'm hiding from the hopelessness
I'm sorry
It's getting bad again
No, no, no, no, no, no, no

I don't speak
I've been quietly lately
Haven't seen friends in awhile
And I'm just lonely
I can't deny the signs are pointing
It's getting bad again

I'm trying
To get over this I'm fighting
I lost control of it
I'm hiding from the hopelessness
I'm sorry
It's getting bad again
No, no, no, no, no

It's getting bad again