Chasing Your Ghost

Twisted thoughts swallow me
Every time I hear your name
You started a war in me (you started a war in me)
You left me scars through memories
Tangled in my DNA
You started a war in me (you started a war in me)

Do I love you? Do I hate you?
Still, it's just too hard to say
I'm bleeding out, but still I can't walk away

I can't keep chasing your ghost
The part that hurts me the most
Is I'll never know why you let me go
I can't keep chasing your ghost
Gave up and left me a hole
Where a father goes
Still, I'm here chasing your ghost

The innocence a child craves
You took it with you, I'm never safe
You started a war in me (you started a war in me)
You made a rope from memories
And hung me from the family tree
You started a war in me (you started a war in me)

Do I love you? Do I hate you?
Hard to feel something at all
I'm still the kid that thinks that it's all my fault

I can't keep chasing your ghost
The part that hurts me the most
Is I'll never know why you let me go
I can't keep chasing your ghost
Gave up and left me a hole
Where a father goes
Still, I'm here chasing your ghost

In every mirror I see you
You are the trigger that's pulled
They unleashed this monster that's see-through
But you're all that I've ever known
I wish this could have been different (could have been different)
I wish that you had a soul
I'm still nowhere near forgiving
But I'm still too scared to let go

Do I love you? Do I hate you?
Still, it's just too hard to say
I'm bleeding out but still I can't walk away

I can't keep chasing your ghost
The part that hurts me the most
Is I'll never know why you let me go
I can't keep chasing your ghost
Gave up and left me a hole
Where a father goes
Still, I'm here chasing your ghost

(You started a war in me)
(You started a war in me)
(You started a war in me)
(Still, I'm here chasing your ghost