Love This

If I should see you in the sky
I will look up, I will look up
With some delight.
I’ll probably ask you shit you heard a million times,
How many parts of things I do
Would you consider crimes?

I’ll ask you which way I should go.
Even if you answer,
I won’t trust you in my soul.
I’m only human, I watch stories on TV
They give me an ending
When an ending’s all I need.

You don’t know how much I love this.
You don’t know how much I love this.

So many lines I had to cross,
Don’t wanna belong to a club
With such a lenient boss.
Get your ass down here, reprimand me for my sins,
How can I know reason
If no reason’s why I live?

How come every man ain’t good?
If it happened over night
Would you retire if you could?
If I believe in heaven, I deny myself a death.
Dying keeps me conscious
Of the way I waste my breath.

You don’t know how much I love this.
You don’t know how much I love this.
You don’t know how much I love this.
You don’t know how much I love this.

So you’ll tell me how it is,
But what if how it is
Does not agree with how I live.
Should I admit the path I’m on is not the best?
Should I join your super highway
Cause you say that it’s correct?

Just want an answer I can trust.
Things I should be doing
Ain’t the same as things I must.
Tony Soprano is a teacher I respect,
He’s always been there
When I take a nasty step.

You don’t know how much I love this.
You don’t know how much I love this.
You don’t know how much I love this.
You don’t know how much I love this.

So I don’t think we should confer,
Let’s just grab a cup of coffee,
Get fair trade if you’d prefer.
You’ll look at me ways that I’ve never looked at you,
And I’ll step back still wondering
What you’re thinking I should do.

You don’t know how much I love this.
You don’t know how much I love this.
You don’t know how much I love this.
You don’t know how much I love this.