I Don't Wanna Die

I don't wanna die but
I don't wanna live no more
I'll stay the night alone
One more night alone
This pain inside
I might be damned to be alive

They keep telling me
Oh you're so young
Since I was fifteen
WTF, how come?

God, you could leave my body here for my family
So they think I'm still living while I be flying free
Lord fly my soul out of the universe
Where the streets and the dreams are made of gold
It could be made up, I don't even know no more
I don't even know no more

And I've been trying my best
And I've been trying my best

I don't wanna die but
I don't wanna live no more
I'll stay the night alone
One more night alone
This pain inside
I might be damned to be alive

And you're too busy living your dream
And I don't blame you cause I'm trying to do the same
I've been trying to call your name
But it don't sound the way it used to
The way you used to hold me
Used to make me feel holy
Used to, used to

What's the use now?
What's the use now?
What's the use now?

Don't get me wrong there's nothing wrong
With loving our dreams more
Leaving feelings out the door
What is it that we want!?
What is it that we want more than our touch?
'Cause it might be just what it takes
I might be tripping but I'm a losing game
I might be far gone but you're doing ok

I don't wanna die but
I don't wanna live no more
I'll stay the night alone
One more night alone
This pain inside
I might be damned to be alive