Marigolds

Do you regret your life today?
'Cause your camera roll
No, it can't be wrong
Like a mouse stuck in a maze
Did you belong to someone else?
When you were aching
Saying my name and
Pulling off your blouse
And are you afraid of getting old?
Losing your looks and
Your perfect shape and
All the boys you know
And do you imagine that it's all your fault?
That I went away
That I ran to her and
That I hardly ever call

I wanna tell you I'm sorry
I never told you I loved you when I still could
I wanna tell you I'm sorry

And I'm afraid to belong to you
But you took me in
As the fires raged
And you fed me soup
And the blood of marigolds met the air
As the city burned
I was in your arms
And in your grandma's prayers
But I will not forget the way it felt
Being alone with you
On the edge of love and
Strung out on your smell
And there's still a moment when my stomach sinks
Like I got it all wrong
And you were the one
And it makes me think

I wanna tell you I'm sorry
I never told you I loved you when I still could
I wanna tell you I'm sorry
I never told you I loved you when I still could
I wanna tell you I'm sorry
I never told you I loved you when I still could
I wanna tell you I'm sorry
I never told you I loved you when I still could

(I wanna tell you)
(I wanna tell you I'm sorry)